Echoes of Jealous Fury

Lyrics

JEALOUS OF ME [Intro – spoken, almost no beat] Have you ever been hated? Discriminated against? Yeah… I have. When I was a little kid, I thought they were my friends. But they were going behind my back, trying to break me down. I thought you were my friend. You weren’t. And everything I feel right now… I’m turning into my superpower. So I only wanna know one thing— Why are you jealous of me? ⸻ [Verse 1 – controlled anger] I thought you were my brother, thought you had my back, smiling in my face while you planned your attack. You wanted me broken, wanted me off track, but every time you pushed me down, I came right back. I was just a kid, I didn’t see the signs, thought friendship meant loyalty, thought your heart was like mine. You crossed that line, tried messing with my mind, now every scar you gave me became part of my shine. I remember the pain, I remember the fear, people talking behind me while they smiled when I was near. Now I see it clear, every year, every tear— the people who hated me made me stronger right here. ⸻ [Hook – big, simple, memorable] Why are you jealous of me? Tell me, what do you see? You tried to break me down, now you’re watching me breathe. Why are you jealous of me? What did I ever take? Every time you tried to bury me, I learned how to wake. Jealous of me. Jealous of me. You gave me pain— I made it power in me. ⸻ [Verse 2 – more aggressive] Sometimes it feels like the whole world’s against you, everybody watching, waiting just to test you. Anger in my chest, pressure in my head, some days I was alive but felt already dead. I hated what you did, hated what you became, you tried to make me look ridiculous, tried to damage my name. But I don’t need revenge just to prove who I am, watch me turn every loss into part of the plan. You wanted a reaction, wanted me to explode, but I learned how to carry every weight on the road. Now the same rage that was burning me inside is the same damn fire keeping me alive. ⸻ [Verse 3 – deeper, personal, darker] All this commotion, emotions run deep as the ocean, temper exploding, my mind always moving in motion. Problems with my parents, I blew them off, kept going, acting like I’m fine while nobody really knows it. I got skeletons inside of my closet, and I don’t even know who knows it. So before they put me inside of my coffin and close it, maybe it’s time that I stand up and expose it. Take me back to 2013, before the dreams, before anybody knew me. Maybe I made mistakes, maybe some were ugly, but I’m only human—don’t act like you’re above me. I’m man enough to face what I did today. I’m man enough to look at my past and stay. It’s my life. My mistakes. My pain. My show. Welcome to the Fini Show. ⸻ [Hook – harder than first] Why are you jealous of me? Tell me, what do you see? You tried to break me down, now you’re watching me breathe. Why are you jealous of me? Why you watching my name? You gave me scars, I turned every scar into flame. Jealous of me. Jealous of me. You gave me pain— I made it power in me. ⸻ [Verse 4 – beat starts switching] Sometimes you feel like the whole world is against you, one mistake and suddenly everybody wants to judge you. People want the story, but they don’t want the truth, they see who you became, never ask what you went through. You see the anger, but you never saw the fear. You see me standing, you never saw the years. You see the strength, you never saw the tears. Now everybody wants to talk when success gets near. ⸻ [Verse 5 – personal story, faster flow] I was going to the mosque, Nike on, riding my bike, trying to live my day, trying to live my life. You couldn’t face me alone, needed people on your side, ten men around you just to feel like you were right. I still remember all the times we were together, talking together, eating together. I thought that friendship would last forever, never thought jealousy was hiding under the pressure. My scooter got destroyed five times, and five times I still got back and rode. You tried to stop the wheels, but you couldn’t stop the road. Maybe I sent some stupid messages, maybe I joked too hard. Maybe I was young, toxic, walking through the dark. Maybe I wasn’t perfect— I never said I was. But being imperfect doesn’t erase what you’ve done. ⸻ [Breakdown – beat completely drops] You know what’s funny? You tried to destroy me when I didn’t even know who I was yet. You thought pain would finish me. But pain taught me. Betrayal taught me. Failure taught me. And now— I know exactly who I am. ⸻ [Final Drop / Final Hook] WHY ARE YOU JEALOUS OF ME? I was down— now I’m standing on my feet. WHY ARE YOU JEALOUS OF ME? I turned every loss into something I could keep. You gave me pain, I gave it power. You gave me darkness, I built my hour. You wanted the end of me— LOOK AT ME NOW. I’m still here. Still breathing. Still fighting. Still dreaming. You wanted me broken. You made me stronger.