Toxic

Lyrics

[Verse 1 - rap] We was fire in the wind and now we barely even speak Used to call me every night, now it's silence every week You was sunshine in the hoodie, now you storm me when you breathe I was tryna build a future, you was tryna pack and leave You say I'm distant, but you push me when I'm close You say you love me, but you love me like a ghost Every argument's a cycle, every cycle is the same You say maybe we should fix it, then you go and shift the blame [Hook - sung, melodic, layered harmonies] Why you break my heart, just to say you didn't mean it Why you say you're done, then call like you still need it We toxic, but we tight, and we both know the reason You the calm in my chaos, you the storm in my season [Verse 2 - rap] You be posting like you happy, but I know you tryna flex Acting like you over me, but still scrolling through my text I ain't perfect, I ain't saying I ain't messed up too But I own what I did, you just hear what you do We was late-night talks, now it's cold replies We was ride or die, now it's "who's that guy" You be switching up your mood like the weather in the day One minute you'd love me, next minute push away [Hook - sung, melodic, layered harmonies] Why you break my heart, just to say you didn't mean it Why you say you're done, then call like you still need it We toxic, but we tight, and we both know the reason You the calm in my chaos, you the storm in my season [Verse 3 - rap] I ain't tryna hate you, but you make it kinda hard You be dealing with your worries, but you never drop your guard I be tryna walk away, but you pull me like a tide Yeah, we both addicted to the hurt we try to hide You say maybe we should end it, then you ask me not to go You say maybe we're just broken, then you say "I miss you though" I don't get it, but I get you, and that's why it's hard to leave You the reason that I'm hurting, but the reason that I breathe [Bridge - beat drops out, piano only, soft and close] I ain't tryna be your enemy, ain't tryna be your past But we living in a moment that was never built to last Still I hold you in my chest like a memory I can't shape You my favorite mistake, and the hardest one to break [Final Hook - bigger, double-tracked, layered harmonies] Why you break my heart, just to say you didn't mean it Why you say you're done, then call like you still need it We toxic, but we tired, and we both know the reason You the calm in my chaos, you the storm in my season [Outro - fade, vocal echo] Favorite mistake Favorite mistake Hardest one to break [End]