Cracked Little Mirror

Lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, I know [Verse 1] Your old hoodie’s still behind my bedroom door I keep saying I don’t care, then I check once more Phone face down, but I know that little buzz Fuck, I hate how every song still sounds like us You said, “Give it time,” like time don’t talk shit Now I’m counting every hour that I can’t get back from it My friends say, “Let it go,” like it’s easy to do They don’t wake up in the morning still reaching for you [Pre-Chorus] I’m bad at being fine, I make a mess of pretending I laugh too loud, then go quiet at the ending [Chorus] I don’t miss you, I just miss who I was Before every good thing turned to doubt and dust I say “fuck love,” then I want it again I keep breaking my heart just to feel it mend You’re gone, you’re gone, but the room won’t change Same cracked little mirror, same damn name I don’t miss you—yeah, I say that a lot But I still check the door like you might come knock [Verse 2] There’s a coffee stain shaped like a crooked heart On the note you left when we were falling apart I threw it out, then dug it up that night That’s some dumb-ass shit, but it felt right I’ve got your number memorized like a bad refrain Thumb hovering over it, trying not to cave If you called, I’d answer, that’s the worst part I talk big shit with a hole in my heart [Pre-Chorus] I’m bad at being fine, I make a mess of pretending I laugh too loud, then go quiet at the ending [Chorus] I don’t miss you, I just miss who I was Before every good thing turned to doubt and dust I say “fuck love,” then I want it again I keep breaking my heart just to feel it mend You’re gone, you’re gone, but the room won’t change Same cracked little mirror, same damn name I don’t miss you—yeah, I say that a lot But I still check the door like you might come knock [Bridge] Maybe one day this won’t hit so hard Maybe your name won’t pull me apart Till then, I’ll let the night run long And lie to myself in another sad song [Final Chorus] I don’t miss you, I just miss who I was Before every good thing turned to doubt and dust I say “fuck love,” then I want it again I keep breaking my heart just to feel it mend You’re gone, you’re gone, but the room won’t change Same cracked little mirror, same damn name I don’t miss you—yeah, I say that a lot But I still check the door like you might come knock [Outro] Yeah, I still check the door Like you might come knock