Not over you

Lyrics

Waking up in a panic sweat Dreaming about the day that you and I first met Holding on to the pillow so tight you used to lay your head on at night Staring at the ceiling of this empty bedroom Hearts pumping like a reverse vacuum Playing over and over inside of my head Every single move and all the words you said Harder to breathe with every breath I take Just laying here waiting for day break Can’t stand up from the dizziness Fading out into the deep abyss Knowing that I’m slowly going down without you Leaving me believing there is nothing I can do Feeling like I’m gonna be sick wish I could erase these thoughts like a magic trick I can say that I’m going fine (I can say I’m doing fine) I can that your not on my mind (I can say your not on my mind) I can say whatever I want to (I can say whatever I want to) The only thing I can’t say is the truth I’m not over you I’m not over you Now I’m waiting for all the tears To fade the years of all the fears Held upright here between my ears And everything we were that I held dear When I see you two walking and talking while I’m in the park and I’m gawking not stalking Not spying but dying just trying to slide in the dark and I’m finding that hiding deciding to Biden my time then I fly in then I’ll win you back I can say that I’m going fine (I can say I’m doing fine) I can that your not on my mind (I can say your not on my mind) I can say whatever I want to (I can say whatever I want to) The only thing I can’t say is the truth I’m not over you I’m not over you