Not over you

Lyrics

Waking up in a panic sweat
Dreaming about the day that you and I first met
Holding on to the pillow so tight
you used to lay your head on at night
Staring at the ceiling of this empty bedroom
Hearts pumping like a reverse vacuum
Playing over and over inside of my head
Every single move and all the words you said
Harder to breathe with every breath I take
Just laying here waiting for day break
Can’t stand up from the dizziness
Fading out into the deep abyss
Knowing that I’m slowly going down without you
Leaving me believing there is nothing I can do
Feeling like I’m gonna be sick
wish I could erase these thoughts like a magic trick

I can say that I’m going fine
(I can say I’m doing fine)
I can that your not on my mind
(I can say your not on my mind)
I can say whatever I want to
(I can say whatever I want to)
The only thing I can’t say is the truth
I’m not over you
I’m not over you

Now I’m waiting for all the tears
To fade the years of all the fears
Held upright here between my ears
And everything we were that I held dear
When I see you two walking and talking
while I’m in the park and I’m gawking not stalking
Not spying but dying just trying to slide in
the dark and I’m finding that hiding deciding to Biden my time then I fly in then I’ll win
you back

I can say that I’m going fine
(I can say I’m doing fine)
I can that your not on my mind
(I can say your not on my mind)
I can say whatever I want to
(I can say whatever I want to)
The only thing I can’t say is the truth
I’m not over you
I’m not over you