Nothing Matters Like Before

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I learned to fold myself in half To fit the frame you drew I kept the jokes, I changed the laugh And wore the clothes you chose You praised the parts I didn't feel Then asked me for some more Now every mirror holds a face I don't recognize anymore [Chorus] Nothing matters anymore If I can't be what you want I keep knocking at your door With a heart that's coming undone You keep moving every line I keep reaching, I keep sore Nothing matters anymore Nothing matters anymore [Verse 2] I saved your words like little laws And followed every sign I sanded down my sharpest edges Till there wasn't much of mine You said, "Be someone I can love" As if I hadn't tried I'm tired of auditioning For a place I can't reside [Chorus] Nothing matters anymore If I can't be what you want I keep knocking at your door With a heart that's coming undone You keep moving every line I keep reaching, I keep sore Nothing matters anymore Nothing matters anymore [Bridge] Maybe I'm not made to fit The shape you keep insisting on Maybe what's left when I quit Is still a life worth holding on [Final Chorus] Nothing matters like before I can't live as what you want I won't knock upon your door With a heart that's coming undone You can keep your shifting lines I can't reach for them no more Nothing matters like before I am mine, and that's enough [Outro] I'm still here, though I feel worn Still here, though I feel worn