My Daze

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One of these days, life will be easy, One of these days, I won't live in fear, One of these days, I will be smiling, One of these days, I'll smile from ear to ear, One of these days, I'll be understood, One of these days, I'll be believed, One of these days, won't need to prove myself, One of these days, I might be seen. One of these days, I'll be my true self, One of these days, I'll be like everyone else. One of these days, I'll know my place. One of these days, I'll be allowed to live. One of these days, I might be believed. One of these days, They won't leave me. One of these days, they might see me. One of these days, they'll justify their lies anyway. (One of these days) x6, one of these, (one of these days) x4 ....... Why did I deserve this? Never could have predicted it,..... Eyes wide open, now I can see it..... Burning tears repeated. Decades were taken. Future now looks different. Lost my only safe space. (One of these days) x16 Took away their innocence.... Shhhhh... (Shhh, listen. Can you hear that? Shhh. Listen close.) x2 Can't figure it out. Shhh....Listen... You can't hear that? Shhhh. Just Listen.. I think I hear it now... Shhh. Listen. Shhh. Listen close. You'll hear it just listen...Just stop... And Listen ....I hear it now.... I hear it..... Why couldn't I hear it... You weren't listening.... just shhhhhhhh...and listen....you'll hear it too.......The truth........ Sound different. You Didn't want to hear the Truth. Truth Too hard to hear. So Left me in tears. Too many years. Too many scars. But I was never that person, was I? Then Who was i, who did i think I was, who did i think you were, wait who do YOU think you are, I'll be fine, don't waste your time, you're not wanted here, I'm not living your lies, so I'll say it slow and clear.....Don't come back. When I reclaim my life. (You don't know me. You don't know me now. No,) x2 (you don't know me, no, you don't know me now, NO... you don't know me NOW!!!!!!) x3, (you don't know me, you don't know me NOW) x3, no, you don't know me NOW, you don't know me, (I don't know me!) x4 (Shhh... Listen... Shhh listen close...) x2 (You don't know me.) x3 You don't know me now. I don't know me. (One of these days) x2. One of these. One of these days. One of these, one of these one of these days. (One of these days) x3 I know me. (One of these days) x3 I remember. (One of these days) x3 I figured it out, (One of these days) x3 You don't know me. No. You don't know me. Not every cloud has a silver lining. Tomorrow won't always be easier. There's no light at the end of the tunnel. Time doesn't always heal. Sometimes losing is winning. To have nothing is having it all. The grass isn't always greener. The worst is yet to come. They might never come to their senses. Maybe the future isn't bright. What if it never gets easier? What if we have more than one life? Maybe we need to be real and call it exactly what it is. NO. Don't SHHHH... PLEASE DON'T ...you can't. Shhhhh... Too uncomfortable. Shhhhh... Don't say anything. keep it hidden. I'm Staying out of it, it's for the best, ignore her begging for help, she'll be fine, stay away and hope for the best. Shhhhhh... Check out or check in. Take the chance or stay away.Enable the villain. Couldn't ask. Are you okay?Believe one chapter of the story. The words move around on the page. Other chapters are repetitive and boring. Words never move, never change. You weren't pushed away. You left all on your own. Had a choice to leave or stay. You decided to go. So don't blame me, I didn't push you away, You did that all on your own. ONLY NEEDED TO BELIEVE ME; ONLY NEEDED TO STAND WITH ME; ONLY NEEDED TO HOLD ME; But it was EASIER TO Blame me, WALK AWAY, TOO HARD TO STAY, YOU DECIDED TO LEAVE ANYWAY. Did words match the actions? Were other chapters believed? Anyone ask what caused the reaction? Changing words were moving to deceive. In a world filled with stories, how easy the book was judged. Hand the villain all the glory. Ignore the chapters he left out. Accepted, discarded, has become my every day. Your advice isn't needed? Don't say anything, you don't need to understand it, just listen. It's not your story. Your judgement isn't needed. How cruel. If it's that hard to hear. How hard is it to live through. One of these days. (Shhhhh...listen) x2. You don't know me. You don't know me now. (One of these days. Shhhhh... listen. Shhhhh, listen. You don't know me.) (You don't know me now. You don't know me.) Shhhhh. Listen. You don't know me. Shhhhhhhh, listen, You don't know me. One of these days. (Shhhhh. Listen. You don't know me. You don't know me now. One of these days.) (Shhhhhhhh, listen, You don't know me now.) What do you hear... Shhhhhhhh..... listen... You don't know me.... now... (What do you hear... Shhhhhhhh..... listen...) (You don't know me now. You don't know me.) Shhhhhhhh..... listen... Just...listen.... One of these days......