Addicted to the alarm

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Seven in the morning, alarm already ringing I'm wide awake but my legs won't move Coffee going cold on the counter beside me Got a hundred things and I can't start one My phone lights up, my chest lights up with it Somebody's fine, somebody's doing great I read it twice and I forget the sentence I'm a hallway running with no end [Chorus] I'm running through my head, I'm running through my head Same four walls, same mile, same tread I'm running through my head, I'm running through my head Tell me when it's quiet, tell me when it's still I don't think it's ever still [Verse 2] I went outside, I stood there in the driveway Felt the sun and waited to feel something back Counted cars and counted all my exits Counting's the only thing that I do well Even on the good days, even on the green lights I'm checking both directions, bracing for the hit I think I like the jolt, I think I'm hooked on bracing Somebody's coming, might as well be first [Chorus] I'm running through my head, I'm running through my head Same four walls, same mile, same tread I'm running through my head, I'm running through my head Tell me when it's quiet, tell me when it's still I don't think it's ever still [Bridge] Falling, falling, no floor, no bottom Just the dark that keeps on going down I keep reaching for a wall, a railing, anything at all And there's nothing, there's nothing, there's nothing So I kick, I kick, I kick until I'm swimming And I'm swimming in my own head again [Chorus] I'm running through my head, I'm running through my head Same four walls, same mile, same tread I'm running through my head, I'm running through my head Tell me when it's quiet, tell me when it's still I don't think it's ever still [Outro] Seven in the morning, alarm already ringing I'm still here, and my legs still won't move