Lucid

Lyrics

[Intro - melodic, auto-tuned] Yeah, yeah I been talkin' to the ceiling again Ooh [Verse 1] Wake up in a cold sweat, same dream again Devil at the foot of my bed, says he's my friend Pill bottle rattle like a lullaby I been sober eighty days, but my head still high Mama called, I let it ring, I'm ashamed of me Lookin' in the mirror, I don't know who I'm 'posed to be Every scar a story that I never told I been young and tired, I been feelin' old [Pre-Chorus] And it's quiet, too quiet I can hear my demons fightin' [Chorus - big melodic hook] I'm lucid in the dark, I can see it all Every time I'm flyin', I remember how I fall Heart made of glass, and the world's made of stone Tryna find a heaven, but I'm still alone I'm lucid, I'm lucid I keep losin', but I'm still here, I'm still here [Verse 2 - faster flow] They don't see the war behind the smile, no Fake friends gone when the money run out, oh Used to chase the high just to feel alive Now I chase the sunrise, tryna survive Broken heart, broken home, broken promises I just want a little peace, is that too much to wish? Pen bleed for me so I don't have to Every verse a prayer that I'm makin' it through [Pre-Chorus] And it's quiet, too quiet I can hear my demons fightin' [Chorus] [Bridge - stripped, guitar only, half-sung] If I make it to the mornin' I'ma tell 'em that I tried If you're out there and you're hurtin' Hold on one more night [Final Chorus - layered, emotional] I'm lucid in the dark, I can see it all Every time I'm flyin', I remember how I fall Heart made of glass, and the world's made of stone But I found a little heaven, I ain't alone I'm lucid, I'm lucid I keep losin', but I'm still here, I'm still here [Outro - echoed] Still here Still here